blue..

It's Monday morning..the day I'm least fond of and I don't look forward to it.
Travelled an hour in the office cab..
It's a cold morning, suffered a bit of winter as the cab door was open and I sat just near the door.
I liked the feeling of cold wind blowing on my face and running though my hair...
But it just feels like a wrong day... for no particular reason, i don't feel very good. today.
Many thoughts ran through my mind as usual..not very pleasant ones.
Also somewhere when the wind blew really hard on my face I felt it like the winds of change..hopefully good ones...that is signalling me that it's on my way...hmm just thoughts n wishes i guess!
Came to my office, I'm the first person on the floor, now that doesn't qualify me for any prize though..
And I see so many work assignments and updates in my mail now...mr. X saying "please send me this update", mr. y says "This covers everything but you could also bring in such n such perspective"..
And I feel like saying "won't give u the update mr.x and won't add any other perspective mr.y"..do what u like ppl.
Normally, at the site of some new work. a lot of them...i know how alert, nervous and restless I would get untill i finish them...but i don't feel that way today..
I just wanna be quiet and finish whatever work to be done. And wait for the day to pass...
- Karma